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Im petite with an overwhelming response of a big appetite.Pls dun nag, u noe who. Im like dat! =).Inspired by my sis for making myself to what I am. Love the love given by my loved ones.. Confused?? Read carefully!.All in all, I want people around me to be proud of who I am.
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MLM RAYE=BAD DAY
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
MLM RAYE!
Yey! Bsk raye! But today, aint my day..
Bleargh! I was damn clumsy, to the core!
Everything wasnt followed the way I want it too.
First, I was doin kuih layang2.. I had to grind the sugar, but the grinder wasnt working at all.
Den wen it worked, I was abt to remove the grinder, and evithing fell apart..
Ths sugar were all over the place, mind u!
Not once, but twice! So, sabar je la.
Then, I was too bz wif the sugar, I forgot dat I left the stove opened,
The whole house fill wif smoke!
Haiz!
I was near to giving up, I complained to parents, and later my dad help me out wif it..
He said it was testing my patience, and it reali did!
Secondly, I dirtied my mum's dining chair..
Omg, it was staining very badly, thks to the hena on my feet!
I quickly took soap water and rush to the chair, and I spilled some of it.
Wen I took the soap water 2nd round, I totali forgot abt the spilled water, and walk thru it and fell real bad..
Argh!
I felt like breaking down, but I had to be strong.
Mlm raye sey.. Shissh.
And altogether, I've been very2 clumsy..
Knocked into things and etc.
Hate it..
Btol my dad kate, nie sume dugaan.....
Went geylang wif ayg
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Y'day really tired me out..
I dragged my feet all the way home.
Went out wif ayg to Geylang and gosh, it was so packed..
And I know him, get easily frustrated wif the crowds. Oh well..
Wen I went to geylang wif family the other time, I tod I cld find a baju raye for myself.
But almost every suit was see thru-ed, and it wasnt reali dat nice..
So y'day, I tod I could try my luck in finding 1, and I did! =)
Was complaining to ayg how all the baju is soo common rite now,
And suddenly right in front of my eyes, there was this almost the perfect one.
The excitement got over me dat lot, I kip browsing to other places to find the same pair,
even nicer in terms of the color and a good price too..
I know I wld get it, so I called my mom to let her noe.
Over and done wif dat, went to break fast and continue browsing for bajus, but tis time for my bro..
A pity this year he reali hasnt had a nice baju raye to choose frm.
The crowd was getting too much, and at the same time, bearing wif the heat..
Ayg was getting too frustrated and I cldnt blame him tho.
Even I was the victim of his frustration.. Hee.
Well, I was distracted by everything and he jus wants to move on fast..
So, the last stop, went to buy food again, gettin a little bit hungry.
And went to tamp, took bus str to wdlds..
Wad a day...
P.S: And oh ya, bought the baju already! =) Wif family today to geylang..
&& Hamilton won! In 3rd place I mean.. He's still got the points tho & no way can the ferraris catch up on him! Haha!
Pics of F1 MOMENTS will be upload soon.. Frm my bro. =)
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That's hamilton's pit! =)
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Happy 40monthsary ayang!
Soory we had abit of a tiff jus now..
Gosh, we shldnt have that conversation even coming to us.
I was real mad at you, and it took me almost an hour to cool myself down..
You are going to book out soon and tis has to happen.
Im really sorry ayang..
Kuih Day!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Made Kuih today! Success!!!
Damn beat by making kuih the whole day.. Tired!
Made choc kornflakes today and be making it again tmrw. Plus kuih layang2.. =)
Haf to make for my sis too, u noe.
Earlier, I told my family dey will only get to eat one until raye comes..
*evil laugh*
Well, I had no choice.
They tend to eat alot!
And by the time raye comes, u can definitely count how much is left..
Shissh...
UNLESS, there are extra, we can eat that tho..
NO PROMISES!
&& missing my ayg alot now..
I've been looking forward to his return. =D
If all goes well, we'll be going out, bersame kwn2 kite!
Make it happen you guys! Been missing u ppl loads! Hmm...
Leading a life I never mean to commit
Monday, September 22, 2008
Leading a life I never mean to commit..Reaching for something I never mean to be having..
Life is defined in so many diff ways,
Its jus how things are being run..
Life can never gif us a leeway,
No matter how much we pine..
Living in a life of solemness, doesnt get one through everything..
Living in a life of being criticised gets one feeling downrightning.
Many of us lied, I noe I do..
Lying is a way of leading the life we want it to.
But we need not fret as at is not too late to pull through..
But me, how to..?
My life is being watched every single day & every moment that I've went through..
To lead a normal self, one has to go to the extreme.
To be able to do things, Lying is the last resort..
To be in the comfort, I turned to my beloveds for a hope.
Leading this life is ever hard,
Withstanding the hardships, would be the greatest fear I haf to face.....
Just Another Day
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Cant believe its already sun!
My 1st week of holidae has passed..
Izit fast or wad.
Can I hope not to go attachment?? Hee..
Y'day, went out wif my ayg.
And tis time, we went shopping! Its been a long time la sey!
Kinda feel good tho.. I was reali spoilt for choice.
Went to douby gaut, shopped at this fashions and ripples(newly open shop)..
Continuing our window shopped and happen to see this reali nice clothe. It was so tempting!
And he had to pull me away..Pfft!
Gosh, he can be a nag sometimes.
He kept complaining also as he was so thirsty and in need of water..
And I had to remind him yet again time is ticking and wont be dat long.
When its already break fast, we went to buy tako and sat somewhr 1st.
I was already abit full but he was like still in need for more..
So, went to KFC, and reali stuffed ourselves. Haha..
After dinner, went outside to chill for sometime and headed to home sweet home!
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Flip Flops that I've been eyeing on!!
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Ever so ready to eat
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Not getting enuf of it, I guess..
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It was full a minute ago.. Heh.
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Overall,he has made my day..He was full of craps and jokes. So unlike of him.. But I like it.. =)
Went out wif parents & mit up wif sis n abg angkat
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Today, my initial plan was to go Geylang wif my parents but it didnt apen..
Pity my mom, cos she jus came back frm night shift and didnt had the rest.
Woke up quite late in the afternoon,
Ended up wif a big migraine. So not my day..
Wasnt the weather today jus so hot?? Shissh.
Went to bazaar at wdlds instead, shopping at cp for beg raye & bag jln!
My craves for bags is starting to get over me..
Altogether cost a bomb, and really thanks my mom for it.
Later, went window shopping, and bought Mac and headed back home to buke..
After buke, we went to mit up wif my sis & abg angkat at transit.
My sis showed a compliment letter frm the sch abt the way she teaches, congrats!
Soon after, we separated.
They went home and we went to sheng siong for some groceries shopping..
Headed home at abt 10.05
Jus in time to tok wif my ayg before he slept.
Dont mind the way i lazily type..
Jus so tired and grouchy.
This headache is getting on my nerves!
~~End the nite for today~~
Poems
Monday, September 15, 2008
LoveLetters
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When I know of you the first time,
I was selfishly in love with you.
You caught my heart time & again,
It was definitely true.
Unknowingly, we are into years of relationship,
Nothing could I haf ask for more than this.
I thank you for the love that you haf given me,
I definitely feel bless & at ease.
Whenever I feel solemn & alone,
I cast myself aside,
For that was what I could only do.
But whenever I stop by to think of you,
I would just smile and remember of the memories we have been through.
I wonder bcos of you,
I smile bcos of you,
I laugh & cry bcos of you,
These emotions play around with my heart, the LOVE I haf for you.
I'll wait for the day when I get to meet you,
I'll wait for the moment I get to hold you,
I'll do just anything to have me there with you...
I love you, ayang...
Met him-Lpskn rindu
Saturday, September 13, 2008
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Missing this cute BF of mineToday, i met him, and i was so overjoyed! =)
The 1st thing dat made me smile real hard wasnt him but his head!
Haha.. Cute la! In fact, his hair is growing.
And so much better..
Honestly, he looks better like tis.
Look more matured and no more being the naughty boy..
On the other hand, i was really missing him.
Couldnt help it tho..
We went strolling and groceries shopping for his stuffs, and he bought me chocs too!
Den we sat down jus spending time alone, away frm bz streets and stuffs.
It was really a good time..
Tomorrow is his last, and he'll be booking in at night.
I wont get to mit him as i'll be going out wif my family to Geylang.. =(
Sori ayg, I really cant do anithing about it.
And i guess I'll get to mit him after nxt week.. Hmm.
Wait aje la..
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There are times wen I feel things are going too fast,
There are times wen I feel I should haf done soo many things for us,
But one thing I noe,we'll get to spend the time, the moment till the last..
He's back for the 1st time!
Friday, September 12, 2008
Knowing that you haf return for this few days to come,
I feel so over the world!
I feel so over the world!
My ayg's back! =)
I waited, excitedly for him today..
Boi, the time was ticking, he made me so anxious!
Wen he came home, its time to buke ledie.
Oh bummer.. Haha.
After buke, went to kol him, & wow..
Missing the sound of his voice. Hmm..
We tok on the fon quite long, and hear all the stories during his 4 days in camp.
Actually, his training was quite tough too..
He said they were treated like dogs. Haha..
But so far, he can manage the hard training.
Dats good for him.. =)
We tok till its late, soon after, i doze off while still on the fon..
Haha!
It was reali funny tho.
Out of the sudden, I blurted out saying 'why' to him.. ;p
And he was like "Wad why? Nie mesti tertido tau. Kn??"
Hehe, slenge nye alin!
So, we ended our conversation soon after, and we both doze off..
Reali2, he was suppose to mis kol me to say he's sleeping, and he didnt.
I didnt bother coz I was too tired to wait.. Hah.
Okla, dats all for now..
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Feeling weird for no reason
Thursday, September 11, 2008
This day, would I not exactly describe a perfect day..
Somehow, I feel rather weird and listless.
Somehow, I feel rather weird and listless.
Since I turned in for the night y'day,
until morn wen i had my sahur, I was feeling rather restless..
I didnt slept thru the night and I just donno why.
After my sahur, I tried to go back to slp..
After my sahur, I tried to go back to slp..
Still, I didnt get to, at first.
I tod I could try my luck in msging my ayg.. But he didnt rpl at all.
And I havent heard frm him since..
And I havent heard frm him since..
So I tried not to bother dat much.
FORTUNATELY, I manage to doze off soon after.. Hah.
FORTUNATELY, I manage to doze off soon after.. Hah.
Wen at sch, I feel quite ok, as per normal..
Took pics wif my crazy frens.
Took pics wif my crazy frens.
But in the later part, I began to slack.. Bleargh.
I was feeling soo tired && my eyes kip twitching! Y is dat?!
Ah, dun bother..
Ah, dun bother..
Jus let it be.
Jus hope 2nite i can slp better.. OH PUH-LEASSE!!
When the Belos get a little bit crazy..
Belo(1)
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When my crazy frens join in the fun!
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Being lazy
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Today is my lazy day!
I really dun feel like waking up at all..
After having to study till late, it was time i took a break.
But not for long.. Shissh.
For 2 days starting 2mrw, we going to haf sim training,
and oni den we end our sch times! Holidae la!
Woke up quite late, do my usual stuffs, and help mommy cook.. =)
Was in a daze in between. Hee..
2day yan starts his 1st training, i wonder how he's doing.
I heard dat police training isnt dat hard as army..
Cant wait for him to bulid up those muscles! Haha.
In the morn, time sahur, yan msged me..
Boi, i was smiling hard!
He said by this friday, he's cuming home.
I'll not miss that chance of miting him! =)
But, soon after, he said his batt going flat, dats too fast.
Hmm.. Oh well, its quite weird dat they can bring hp, but not charger?
Shissh..
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Last day of exam,1st day of his ns
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Today is the last day of exam, and his 1st day in ns.
For today's exam, most of the topics are covered in the test.
Phew, for us..
I wish we all the best for the results and dat we'll get to graduate! =)
Yan jus called!
Dat was his 1st kol! =)
We had abt 5mins of talking time..
Dats enuf for me, so long as i can hear his voice.
Hmm..
Ayg, each & everyday, I'll wait for ur kols..
Each & everyday I'll tink of you, at all costs.
No matter how many days and nights has passed, I'll wait for the day your path and mine will cross..
Y'day, wen my ayg watched the video, he was in tears..
I wasnt surprised, as i noe he will feel dat way.
Honestly, we've really been thru hard times and we deserve to still continue this r'ship..
Well, he deserves it more.
The video, will i upload in this blog of mine..
Loving you
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Exam blues
Monday, September 8, 2008
Exam Blues
Today is our first paper, our final exam.
And im jus so glad I didnt screw it up..
The fact is,i was too scared to even face the paper i had jus now.
I had no confidence in mysev as it was all last minute revision..
And wad could i expect to remember in less than a day revision. Rite?
But camne pn, i had to face the music, and jus do it..
Surprisingly, i get to ans most of the qns, and dats quite a job well done.
Kwuang2..
After the test, went to tamp.
Supposedly to mit up wif ayg, but he hasnt reach..
So window shopping wif shila & fyan at tamp mall to kill time.
Haha, tis part is even cuter,
My ayg kol to say he's reaching and so we went back to the intch and I saw my ayg in a distance..
And tis time, he BOTAK!
Haha!
So dat was his surprise to me huh. =)
In the end, shila & fyan manage to see yan before he goes in.. Haha.
And oh ya, my ayg manage to watch the video..
Shila transfer it to my thumbdrive.
And...mission accomplish!!
Our last outing
Friday, September 5, 2008
Hope you had an enjoyable day today, ayang..
Cos' I noe I did.
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Today, I went out with my ayang..
This will probably be the last outing, we gonna had.
We really spend every moment, and make every little thing counts..
Initially, in the morn, I woke up to mit up with shila ard 1+..
She has helped me with the video that I plan to give him.
Really a BIG THANKS TO YOU, SHILA!
But unfortunately, the video cant be watched due to that dumb2 format.. Haha.
But no worries.. Nating is said dat cant be done, right?
So, met up wif my ayg, and gave him the gifts..
He read the card i made for him, and he was really touch by it.
I appreciate that loads..
We headed off to Douby ghaut and went window shopping.
Tis time, we didnt kip watching movie like we used to..
In fact watching movie takes alot of our time, and i would rather skip that.
From Douby ghaut, we went to orchard..
And by the time, it was nearing to breaking fast.
So we went to buy a bottle drink and OCK to alas perot..
After that, we went to Lucky Plaza and eat Nasi Ayam Penyet!
Plus beefball soup. Seedap!
So full after dat..
And soon after, we headed home.
4 more days before we say our last goobyes..
The Last Day of sch..
Thursday, September 4, 2008
The Last Day..
Today will be the last day of our time in campus..
I mean really the last day.
We've ended our 2 years, jus waiting for attachment and soon we are graduating..
Time reali pass by very fast. Ayayai..
Gonna miss school, gonna miss being a student!
Seriously, I havent start studying, and nxt week is already the exam!
Damn.
In the mean time, during our last lesson of the day, we took pics..
For the memories we going to hold for a very long time.
P.S Just hope in yers to come, fresh memories of us, and stll contactable..
Let that be true, yah?
Memories to be kept
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Ma cliques..
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Haha, nice pose shila!
5 more days before we say our last goobyes..
Puase blues
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Today, so far im able to tahan the starvation..
Haha.
My frens and i somehow had our puase blues..
We had cravings for all the bazaar foods in geylang and we plan to go out together,
buying all those stuffs..
U guys will be shocked by the lists of things we plan to buy. ;p
Came home jus in time to buke,again..
and did my self - study for awhile.
Awhile je, yet still cant get it into my head..
Do something, alin!
Was sleepy tho. Hee..
Tonight, yan sambong keje until 2mrw.
Nta la,somehow jus now when toking to him, i felt so diff..
There are just soo many things i would like to tell him.
I was jus not being able to put it in words..
Dear, wad has possibly gone wrg, i do not know.
Did you ever felt that the presence we had for each other, jus aint dere..
Each time you werk, each time i feel more apart.
I couldnt gif in to you, knowing dat i have to feel this way inside..
Soon, u'll noe, the day has come,
and wad left of the memories we had isnt more than wad i expected.
Could anything be more worse than this..
I just hope, wad u've been doing for urself, is worth all this....
7 more days before we say our last goodbyes..
Puasa!
Monday, September 1, 2008
Wishing ALL MUSLIMS PEOPLE, Selamat Berpuasa!
Today marks the 1st day of puasa!
Yup2.. =)
Time reali passed by fast, just couldnt catch up with it.
Its already Puasa, next week is my final exam,
Yan is going ns soon, in just days time and..
soon you noe, its already the end of the year.
Aww man..
I went to make a new ezlink card, accompanied by shila.
And im liking my card! Haha..
After that went to shila's hse to help her wif project and do something for my ayg.
Jus that alone really occupied my thoughts..
I didnt feel hungry at all.
Syabas alin! Huahua!
* Sori shila,didnt able to wait until u get home..And2, go do something wif ur clock!
I got punk'd! Haha. ;)
Went home jus in time for buke.
And here now im in front of tis comp, jus typing & typing..
Omg! I havent start studying!
I really have to start by tomorrow.
Missing my ayg rite now...
I feel so confused and sensitive these days..
Sometimes i feel like why must you do this,
And sometimes i feel like cant u just hold on to me,
and let me have these few moments left with you?
I've been trying to und the state you are in,
But.. I donno..
Im defeated by the situation.
Im gonna miss you ayg..
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Days im left with to spend with him,
feels like time is against us since the beginning..
8 more days left before we say our goodbyes...