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Im petite with an overwhelming response of a big appetite.Pls dun nag, u noe who. Im like dat! =).Inspired by my sis for making myself to what I am. Love the love given by my loved ones.. Confused?? Read carefully!.All in all, I want people around me to be proud of who I am.
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
I miss you!
Today has been a long day for us..
Since morn we went out till nite.
We went window shopping frm one place to another and we reali lost track of time..
Time chked, it was 4.30pm.
Ayg was hungry so we planned to grab a bite..
So we waited for a particular bus and it was reali damn long!
For 20mins and still no bus!
I turned grouchy, cos it was burning hot and I was reali impatient.
Den after so long I said to him,
Me : I feel like this bus doesnt exist
Ayg : 'Have la, it shows dere..
Me : Where got?! This is oni weekdays & Sat oni!
Ayg : Huh?? Reali? Today Sat rite?
Me : No! Its sun!! We waited for nating!
We ended up laughing our hearts out sey..
Silly boy! Haha..
Den I said to him dat he owes me 20mins for tis.
Took a diff bus and went to eat at KFC..
By the time we reach douby gaut, it was already 5.45pm.
And I want soo much to watch HSM3 but ayg couldnt promise dat we get to watch..
We tried our luck, but it was too late.
I forced him to get us to watch no matter wad and we detour to GV at PS..
And we manage to get the tix! =)
Ayg was irritated went I kip saying I wanna watch by today, I noe.
Cos we know many ppl would grab the chance to watch too..
I reali thank him alot and he said this is the 20 mins that he owes.
Haha.. Swit..
After the show, it was back to home sweetness!
Can't wait!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
I cant wait for tomorrow!
Been tired these days, since attachment started..
But days really passed by quite fast. I loike! =)
I cant wait to mit him tommorow!
Its has almost been 2 weeks we didnt get to see each other, and Im reali missing him loads!
Ya, true, had a tiff the other times but we manage to resolve it..
Now, I hope of the promise dat he made is true. Pls2..
So, tomorrow after work, I'll be going out wif frens to kill time and fetch him at cck.
Please let tomorrow be a fast one!
Honey, Honey, feel me baby..
Friday, October 10, 2008
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Could things take a turn for good?
At times I wonder, what could possibly gone wrong
What izit that we couldnt understand?
You promised me of the love u'll shower me with,
You promised u'll got thru thick and thin, dats wad I believe..
But now, I realised actions speak louder than words.
Time & again, you left me alone dealing,
Time & again, you left me alone weeping..
I've teared away for you, which I shouldnt have,
I love you soo much till it hurts.
I didnt ask for a perfection of this r'ship
I only want the care and concern that you will put into it..
Where are those happy days?
They seem so hard to find
I tried to reach for you
But, you have closed your mind..
You made me feel alive,
But something died, I fear..
What happen to us?
It used to be so nice, Its used to be so good..
I wish I understood...
Went raye,naik motoR!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Y'day went raye wif parents and bro naik motor! Haha..
Frm home, went to my grand aunt's hse at payar lebar.
It was a freezing cold nite otw dere, after been raining heavily in the afternoon..
Then, our next stop was at yishun, to my mum's step brother place and last stop, we went to sembawang for supper!
And now having the cramps on my thighs for sitting too long on the bike, till i strained my muscles.
Hate it..
I had a tiff wif him, again.
But y'day, I wasnt reali in the mood, and I scold him frm A-Z..
I noe I was abit tough on him, but hey, I couldnt stand the way he is.
It may be a small, tinny winny thing but, I can get frust over it..
Its something that I shldnt be reminding,
but something that its automatic..
Sometimes, I reali regret being lenient to you.
Some other times, I feel am I a fool??
You compared us, and said I've done more mistakes than you, bigger mistakes.
Does that means ur mistakes can never ever be compared??
I ask of you of many little requests, but you cant even mit up to one of it..
Confidently you asked , "Hey, I've mit up wif ur requests, dont I?"
But when I ask you to list at least one, you could say you dont know..
You think my words that I passed to you, its just minor, and sori could jus be the remedy,
YOU ARE WRONG!
Mamma mia!
Monday, October 6, 2008
Last Saturday, was a very tiring day for us family..On Fiday night, my family and I went back to jb to overnight.
Then on sat morning, we headed to kampung to raye dere..
Seriously, the weather didnt take pity on us, it was damn hot!
Raye a few houses, and in the afternoon went back str to s'pore.
On the way, my brother was talking abt the movie Mamma Mia..
He said it was a great movie to watch and surely my dad would love it as it featured the greatest songs frm the group, Abba.
So, decided to catch the late night movie, along wif my sister..
Overall, the show was quite nice and touching too. Time checked, it was already 1.45am, and cp was closed and left only us in it,haha! Then, went to send my sis home, and went back to our home.. We were soo tired, we ended up waking up in the late afternoon. Hehe.. One of the songs that they featured was quite sad actually. I was tearing away sey..
This is the song, 'The Winner Takes It All'
I don't wanna talk
About the things we've been thru'
though its hurting me
Now its history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thingking I belonged there
I figured it all made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thingking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The Gods may throw the dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
Its simple and its plain
Why should I complain
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all....
Abba form a group of four members.. It was sad that they separated at their peak of popularity. By reading the lyrics, this was one of the main reason why they split.. During their reunion, the couples didnt even stand close to each other, hurting by the memories they have been thru.. Quite sad huh.
Timeout
Friday, October 3, 2008
I never wish for this to happen.
I never thought that we could be this way..
I didnt want the only 1 fite that we have to awaes fite abt.
Why cant we resolve it...
Y'day, I went to chk my results..
Well, It wasnt dat satisfying.
It was average tho, but I tink back, I could have done even better..
But all in all, alhamdullilah.
I did my best..
Today, Im feeling abit down.
So bear wif me k?
Ayg, I've made up my mind.. And you too noe it.
I dun wish for this to awaes be repeated..
I noe Im at fault, but I couldnt accept the way u tink of me.
Before u went ns, I've made the promise to you.. And I noe it myself, the promise is still within me..
But dun you tink u've went to far?
I tried my best to mit ur needs, but couldnt you jus und and be patient wif me?
I noe u are not the type who mingle wif gerls, and you choose not to..
But I couldnt be like you.
You cant choose who I must be wif? Rite?
When this fite awaes happens, u beginning to haf wild tods, all the stupid things, and even said w/o tinking..
U awaes said Im good at toking but not good in doing, wad is all that?
Den wad abt you??
U never want to reason wif ursev, instead u jump into conclusion..
I noe u are protective over me, and I like dat.
But you cldnt understand me..
You never gif urself the chance to believe wad I say and see it for ursev.
Upteen times, I've told you how good tis guy is, and he's not the bad person u awaes tink of..
But, you choose to close up ur mind.
He respected me, he's aware of my r'ship wif u..
But bcos of a hari raye msg, u began to fluster.
We oni msg wen deres an occasion, but to you, its like we msg for no reason..
The one thing dat hurt me the most that you said something abt him dat attracts me.
Y do you stoop so low of ursev..
I couldnt und.
I love you ayg, but if this is the way its gonna be, Im sorry..
This timeout, will put ur mind off.
And really think of this..
Goodbye.
Hari Raye!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Raye!!!!
My first day raye was celebrated at home wif family..
Waited for my sis and bro in law to come and had a feast together. =)
Our family present frm them was a digi camera la sey!
I was really happy, and I've awaes dream of having one..
Ape agi, took pics la. Haha..
Den, our first stop was our neighbour, nenek.
Eat all the goodies, chit chat and headed back home, for the forgiving ceremony..
Seriously, I aint like that moment.
Im the last, and I had 6 family members to ask for forgiveness, u noe!
Well, at least I made them laugh during that..
At times raye, I felt sad.
Sad, for the fact that, I do not have relatives in s'pore, my mom's side..
Well, we do have la, but our connection isnt dat close.
My mom is the last child frm a siblings of 3, and the other 2, who are my uncles, passed away..
My dad said, here, we are alone.
We have ourselves, and its important to be really close..
One thing for sure, Im glad that my siblings & I are close.
I surely do not want the bond to break..
Last but not least, Raye will still go on strong for us!
Well, this are some pics, newly taken.
Haha!
My beloved parents
Seksi ke seksa? Haha
My sis & bro in law
My two irritating bros!